My Best Friends Dirty Little secret and just major ranting on my part

Dear reader, Another long and endless week in this place i call a school. Blah! BlAh BLAH! So my best friend T decided she would have sex with a guy that already has a girlfirend. The first time she clamed it was rape, this time she says she was willing. I was like WTH! She lied to me. I was worried sick about this girl. We tried to get her help but now i am starting to think she is using this all as an excuse. "I am unstable"  Then she blames everything on her being a dumb blond. Well she got the dumb part right but it has nothing to do with the fact that she is blond. Seriously he has a girlfriend! Then last week when i had missed everday of school. She texts me about him. I am in the bathroom vomiting and she is talking non-stop about him. I am like. "T, I am sicker then a dog i dont feel like listening to you run your mouth about him. Your being freaking selfish! I am vomiting, running a fever and all you want to do is talk about him?' what a friend! To make matters worse on the anniversary of someone i loved muchs death, she gets on line and starts instantmessanging me about him. Then when i say i dont wont to listen to it, she says your not a very good friend anyways you were the one telling the whole school about my personal life. I told 3 ppl because i was ranting about me being sick and getting her freaking call. okay i know i live in a small town but for the love of god i think there are more then 3 people that go to our school.  She is a very selfish friend. She only cares about herself and it came to the point where i had to say, "T, I cant be friends with you anymore." It was easier then i thought it would be. 
L on the other hand is one of my bestestest friends. During all of this she was there for me and she is still there for me. She totally stood my discion. She also helped me through my 'depressed moments' I dont get depressed often but when i do it can be kind of serious. I had to see a shrink once because i couldnt cope with my grandmothers death. Its very hard for me to deal with everything at once.  L has anger issues though. But with a sister like hers you cant blame her. I mean seroiusly her sister is very "maniactic" I try to help her the best i can but i think she can only her self at times like those.  L has a major crush on "Chicken Coop Boy" I sing "chicken coop" just to annoy her and she sings a song of her own to annoy me. I kinda, sorta, Maybe just a litte, am deeply in like with this guy i call "BlackHeart" (I got his nickname from a comic called GhostRider. The villain is super hot!) But Me and Black Heart Are completely different and i know it would never work out between us. I mean, come on, I AM ME! I am annoying, outgoing, emotional at time, i can be loud and i can be silent, I write endlessly, I am rude and critical, I am bluntly honest, I am weird! though I like weird i know he doesnt. *Thinks deeply about BlackHeart* Oh wellz, There are other fish in the sea! 
M and is my all time bestestestestest FRIEND! I swear she is like my other half. We can talk endlessly about anything. We often have the weirdest discussions but there never is a boring moment. For instance we give people random nicknames (Chicken Coop Boy, Blackheart, ect.) We have a very ironic sense of humor, our rants can be neverending and we once had a very critical discussion about cat crap.=P No I am not lying. 
M and L are my closest friend. I tell them everything and I often regret it. Unfortunatly it can get very annoying when L starts singing about a guy that i like who is sitting right next to us. *rolls eyes* But hey at least i know they care unlike T did. You see you have some friends that are always there and some friends that never where your friends to begin with. Well thats enough ranting for today. I am OFF! *Flys Off while makeing 'zoom zoom' noises.* Peace out,                                          Sarcastic Teen