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Friday, December 4, 2009

Never ending pain

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I am married to a man that gives me so much joy and in a single moment take it all away. I am so in love that I just weep. I know that I am a strong woman and I have delt with so much and overcome obsticles that people never will have to incounter. But this man makes me weak and I hurt because of the decisions that he has made and I can't help but to feel that he doesn't love me although he says he does. We make love daily and I can't help but to gaze in his eyes and he in mines and it seems as though we are one and everything is ok, but I know that it is not and that hurts. My husband is a impulsive individual and can not stop gambling and there is no money and we are in debt. I cant talk to him because (I am bring up the past), well maybe I don't feel that those issues where adequately taken care of, anyway. We have gone through the baby mama and daddy drama, trust issues and other things. The bottom line is that I need to learn how to move past the pain and how to heal and to not be afraid of loving my husband. any comment would be appreciated
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  • POETRY's Avatar
    Posted by POETRY Fri Jul 3, 2009 8:49pm PDT

    Your life mirrors mine. though I do love my husband I am not in love with him anymore. I have lost the that feeling and it has been gone for years now. I am stuck and trapped by his bad choices and my own for staying. I don't have a job so that make it harder for me to go but where would I go to and How would i make it? this has been my plight for a long time. In between trying to make it work. I am now at a point in my life where I am making better choices. looking for work and taking care of me. So please what ever you do please take care of you.

    don't let your hope and love for him drown you out.

    keep lovin yourself first.

    much love po

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  • Gorgeous Blonde's Avatar
    Posted by Gorgeous Blonde Fri Jul 3, 2009 8:53pm PDT

    heyyyyy!!!!!!!!!! check out my blog! you seem to be interested in real world happenings and thats what i write about! thx!!!!

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  • Shanna's Avatar
    Posted by Shanna Fri Jul 3, 2009 9:06pm PDT

    I THINK THAT NO MATTER HOW HARD IT MAY SEEM NO RELATIONSHIP CAN SURVIVE WITHOUT COMMUNICATION SO EVEN IF HE DOES GET UPSET ABOUT THE "PAST"JUST REMIND HIM THAT YOU ARE TRYING TO HAVE A LONG LASTING LOVING FUTURE WITH HIM SO THERE ARE SOMETHINGS YOU GUYS NEED TO TALK ABOUT TELL HIM IF HE LOVES YOU HE WILL NOT JUST TALK HE WILL LISTEN:)

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