Ok the question that comes against me so much."What do I believe...am I scientificly based or spiritual?" MY EXPLAINATION AND HOW I SEE IT!

The answer...All of it combined. i am deeply based in fact,theory,phscology,mathematics,and concept. I also believe in a unexplained spiritual world and the concept of God and prayer at work in my life. i somehow think it all works together. I believe there is a seperation of body,mind,and soul. Just an observation but probably the reason it is referred to and documented this way. I believe the personality only imprints the soul. I believe we live many lifetimes.The soul is neverending,neither is the universe or planes.This conversation came about because my mom wants me to read the book 90 minutes in heaven. I read the first chapter and a half and just didn't find it a stimulating read.There is a scientific explaination for the way thing were described.It is due to chemical reaction in the brain,oxygen being cut off and the subconscience hitting ultimate R.E.M. like states.
 
NOW BEFORE YOU GO THERE I AM NOT BY ANY MEANS SAYING THAT SOMETHING ELSE DOES NOT EXIST! It DOES and that has also proven itself to me in no uncertain terms.People think we go where ever we go just like this and we have recall?To a certain point and when we are in human form I believe we do. the soul knows all but it is imprint of many personalities.We could NOT POSSIBLY GO THERE IN TRUE IDENTITY AND PERSONALITY!!!CAN YOU imagine?The same personalities whever we go?Um no it would be a corrupt place not one of peace.Are you kidding me. I am not trying to change anyones opinion or beliefs.Just maybe open them up to MAYBE...Because we don't know.Which brings me back to the conversation with my mom. NO! Alex you're wrong that is scientific and that is not how it is you will be you!God I hope not cause then yes I believe I would be in hell!!!Don,t make me work all this time for nothing and then keep me trapped in this personality GEESH! My response to her how the hell do you know did you get a personal tour...This pissed her off and went against and challenged her views. I told her don't you think there is a bigger picture and it all interacts. She wasn't having this again it made her have to be open to something new.

Now the reason I know other dimensions and God exist.I saw a weird thing one night where I was sitting up reading and my ex was lying in bed. It was like any other normal night and all of the sudden I heard what sounded like a open heavy handed smack to the window. That didn't break the glass but vibrated it.This b---- (MY EX) sat straight the f*&k up out of a dead sleep opened his eyes or whatever the hell that was and said,"How'd you like that trick!" Whoa!!! He laid right back down and continued slumber. I sat there frozen.I mean fricken stunned. I was scared to move.Literal shock.He had zero recollection of it the next morning??????? I've seen some very strange and active other paranormal things as well.YES I WAS SOBER!!!!During these things.

As far as believing in God and divine intervention. I have had something immediately interceed during or right after prayer. I was homeless and it was february and cold. It was 4:00 am and I was sleeping under some steps with 8 sweatshirts and 1 blanket. 7-11 was right down the street and it was freezing. My limbs were numb. I got up and started walking against a fridgid wind. I had some change in my pocket including pennies ans scraped just enough for a small coffee to take back and try to warm up. In that moment I prayed.God all I wanna be is warm and grab something to eat and get a good nights rest. I said oh well your will I guess. I hit the side walk and took about 10 steps and at 4:00 in the morning,noone around. I was staring at the ground to shelter the cold from my face and I saw it MONEY couldn't tell what it was. So I swooped it up and looked around.Nobody just me. It was crisp and folded...I mean stark crisp so I opened it up $50.00 I keept counting the crisp bills all the way to the tune of $200.00 if that is not divine intervention I don't know what is.That week as a matter of fact I came across it on the ground in the same way again at $80.00 and a $10.00 bill. Also I was very careful at the spot I slept in and took caution not to have to move from there. I came back that night to my spot and I had gone to work for the day for a few bucks on a farm. I got back to that spot that night and there was a terryiaki take out box from the restaurant where I often bought $3.00 lunch specials. It was still warm.With napkins silverware and a $50.00 bill in the napkin.So don't tell me there is not a God.

It all exists and somehow works together.How? I don't know how it all goes together. By the time I figure it out my very very old soul will have moved on to other purposes and lives when that question is answered.