Preparing for an Updated Version of Me (Retrieve from my journal)

START TIME: 09/06/09 4:54AM   I wanted to do more good things for myself. But taking good care of myself is a huge help to keep me taking good care of myself.   I went to a bar with some friends, though the time is so short I can really say that I enjoyed a lot! It's been a long time since I did things like this. Also, I'm looking forward that I'll be able to do more of these things, like taking good care of myself. Spenging time with myself and friends makes me feel better and I know in time I can say that I moved on. The good thing on this night out is that he didn't came. As I'm having thought about him, the pain lessen. Because I know I did something not to nurse the pain anymore and prepare for the updated version of me. A much better person.   Thanks to God for giving me strength and guidance. Also, thanks to mom and dad for their unconditonal love. Thanks to friends: Mami Kit, for always believing in me that I can move on; to Jaja, for the patience of the long talk and giving advices; to WF folks, for giving me happy moments to fogert the pain. Lastly, myself, for having courage to accept that the love I have him for him is now nothing but friendship. Thanks to myself for having the strength to get myself up after the agony that I've been thru.     END TIME: 09/06/09 5:05AM