Someone Help Me
Well yeah see, I have a bf who've I been with for about
three months, and I love him [I know thats quick, but I honestly
couldn't help it]. Well yeah so yuh know how people say, every
guy is the same. Well as far as I know he's been honest with me
more times than he has lied. Now I know he's not peefect and we
most definently don't have the most perfect relationship
whatsoever but its like even when he hurts me unintentionally or
intentionally I brush it off like he hasnt done anything and then
when the day is over I say something like dang I shouldve said
something. So he has a problem with me having male friends but he
also has my password to everything. So just recently I broke my
phone and had lost everyones number so half of the males [friends
only] that I were talking to, I lost touch. So as many times as me
and him have problems I wanted to find someone who was in a
relationship their self and I gave that person my number because I
needed advice and I needed it a.s.a.p now I didnt know this person
but I gave them my number because it was for advice only. So my
boyfriend found out and flipped on me and it added fuel to the fire
because we was already mad at each other. I get tired of him
treating me like he does but then there are times where he treats
me like Im really special he's a great listener and evrything
else but then there are times where he gets controlling and starts
flipping on me like lastnite. Now before when I used to make him
mad or talk to him while he was upset everything would be all good
and stuff but now its gotten outta hand. I feel like he wants to
break up with me at the same time but doesnt. And I dont wanna be
in a relationship where Im trying my hardest to make someone else
happy. I also dont wanna make it his decision whether we're
gonna be together or not because In the end I feel like the ball is
always in my court and its up to me and what Im gonna do. And also
I feel like in the end its all about me because I feel like I and
everyone else deserves to be happy and satisfied and etc. But I
also feel like even though I have someone whose always been there
for me whether making the decision better or worst, I still and
probably will always feel like its me against the world, now I need
to make a decision quick, but I also need advice quick to. SOME ONE
PLEASE HELP ME
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