Okay, is it completly and totaly f*cked up that I am 100% terrified of love? Because I am. Love has never...and I mean NEVER left mein a place I wanted to be!!!!!! My first really taste of love was just short of a living H*ll! Then, after I was jaded as f*ck, I fell in love with someone else...someone I trusted...and he ended up breaking my heart........now I'm fallin gin love again.
He's so great. He's sweet and kind and I realy love being with him....and I'm scared sh*tless!!!!!!!!
I dont want to be jaded! I don't want to expect him to hurt me! BUT I DO!!!!!!!
I HATE THAT I CAN'T TRUST LOVE!!!!!!!
LOVE IS SUPPOSE TO BE PERFECT AND BEAUTIFUL AND AMAZING!!!!!
AND IT IS!!!!!
but love has almost killed me more than once!
