Everyone has one. Mine is Matt. The first time I
saw him was in a picture a friend of mine had. His girlfriend at
that time. I thought he looked like a sweet guy and I was happy for
her. I had never really seen him around school before. Not till my
sophmore year. We had Bio together 6th period with Mrs. Ford. When
Matt walked in the room the light around him changed. And something
in my life got a little brighter.
Mrs. Ford is one of thoes giddy teachers you
just wanna slap for being so happy. So the first day of class she
made us do this "Get to know your classmates" paper.
I wanted to go introduce myself. I've never really been the shy
girl so when I couldn't go talk to him I knew there was
something wrong with me. I over heard him reply to a question with
" I hate needles! ". And at that moment he had me.
hook line and sinker.
Matt was 5'10 with brown hair
and painfilled brown eyes. He was co-captain of
the football team. Till an injury stoped him from
playing. He was out for 3 weeks. All that time I was
looking for him in the hall hopeing to see him. When I
saw him in the hall that day I almost cried. I was so
happy. We talked alot for the rest of the year. Sitting in Bio I
found him. We would talk about stupid things. And it didn't
matter we always had a fun time. I loved him. Yes Matt was not
the perfect guy. He had his crudy side like everyone
does. And althou I had heard all the storys about him and
other girls. One side of me always knew that it was an act.
But the other half knew better. And Matt was
what they said.
But he always gave me butterflys when we
walked in the room, even if we were fighting. And if he was
hurt I would have traided anything to take it away. Tords the
end of the year Matt showed who he really was. A playboy who had a
rep to keep. He said some pretty bad things about me. Things
he would never know. But it was ok. He was only lashing
out. But even thou we don't talk anymore and he has
graduated as of last year. I still exspcet to see him in the hall.
Or walk into one of my classes and talk about the old
days.
Matt and I won't be the same again but
he showed me how important it was to be me and not what
people exspected me to be. I'm thankfull to him for
that. I saw what it did to him. And I refuse to be him. But
Matt will always be in my mind as I move on in life. In one year,
as painfull at times as it was, I learned a lot from loving him
like I did. I can olny hope that Matt will see how
amazing he really is. And stop playing games. Maybe he learned
something from me as well. who knows?
***** So tell me, whos on your mind and why.
Id love to know.
Britt <3
The person in the back of your mind.
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Posted by Mon Oct 12, 2009 9:09pm PDT
Report Abuse...SHe's right every 1 has that special like me and my baby maranda i love her so much and i did one of the most craziest things without thinking i had sex with her best freind. but she forgave me and instantly i knew she was my life. believe it or not but im happy i did it cuz it drew us closer together. we became one and we are good now. we started a life together and we'll soon be havin a life of our own!! i love you so much baby real talk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Posted by Tue Oct 13, 2009 8:17am PDT
Report AbuseYou know what is really a pisser when it comes to wanting to hook up with a mate of one's choice, please someone tell me, when someone is hooked up and builds up the relationship as how it really should be...all the "termites" come out of the wood work coming back to hunt for the one that someone else is presently involved with? Why is it that there are more women who fail to not know how to "build" their own relationships, rather than stealing and taking away from someone elses? Talk about the increasing numbers of mates turning into nothing more than Homewreckers and or Relationship ruiners due to the ONE reason all of you NEVER ADMIT TO.....JEALOUSY FACTOR! This has happened to me on more than one occassion as the vixen like females think that they can come in plant their seed in the man that is already occupied with someone else...and lead that man to go astray, just like that of the TEMPTER....I don't think this is anything to be proud of (I had a past girlfriend who was like this, and I dropped her friendship because of all how she was)....and if they are...these are the souls who have no true sensitive and caring soul, to know just how much pain they cause towards the emphasis of DIVISION, when they decide to plant their seeds of temptation to those who are occupied by someone else. Why can't all you extremed superficial beauties ever find a man of your own and do your own building up of a substantial type of relationship?
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