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Saturday, December 5, 2009
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THIS??
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- by Katie, on Fri Aug 28, 2009 7:26pm PDT
Right now I am confused. This post is going to be on
a lot of different things.
For one thing I am still thinking about leaving shine and right now
it sounds like a really good idea. Look I love this place and all
that but it isn't me. I love all of the people I met on shine
and when I first met you guys I felt the love, joy, and all of
that but now I don't.........I don't know why and right now
I really don't care to know why. I feel like you guys don't
care about me and really hate to say that but I feel like its true.
I don't care if your busy with what ever is going on in your
life okay but I have a lot of sh*t to up with to but I still stop
by to check up on you guys and reply to your e-mails but some of
you not all of you don't reply back. Lets just leave at this my
chance of leaving is a 75% out a 100.
2=This year I am going to start looking for my birth mom. I know
its going to be joyful, stressful, and saddness but I hope it
will be worth it. My birth has the choose on if she wants to
see me or not and I hope she does because if she doesn't want
to I will be sad. (By the way if anything is miss spelled or I hurt
your feelings I am really really sorry but right I know I am crying
and yeah)I remember before my parents told me I was adopted I would
alway panic if my mom or dad didn't tell me where they were
going or if they were just one second or one mintue late I would
panic. I was afraid that they would leave me like my birth mom did.
Look I love my birth mom a lot but at the same time I feel like she
hates me, doesn't care, and all that and I know she does but
what would you think of your birth mom if she gave you up but
before you she had your older brother, than you, than your younger
brother or sister, and than maybe another brother or sister and
gave you all up?
3=I love the family I am with a lot but there are times when I feel
they don't care about me. Like to night for examble my parents
are out to eat my brothers at a movie. Me at home by myself doing
nothing like always on Friday night. I would make plans but my
friends are always busy. For me my parents always tell me do good
at school have stronger faith in GOD help the needy and etc.
For my brothers feed the dogs oh no you don't have to go to
church yeah sure we can give you money oh you need ride you want
friends over yeah thats okay and etc.
4=School is good/bad. I need to get switch out of my engilsh class!
Need to get the boy in Art class to ask me out. Need to get ride of
the Art teacher and get a new one. I got to get good grades. I need
to good on everything I do and be happy about it.
5=Disney Land! Funny sure. Here are some pics for you
enjoy!
My mom, dad, and me! My dad was annoying
me really bad.
Songs I am in the mood for!
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Posted by Heather Fri Aug 28, 2009 7:53pm PDT
NICE PICS OF DISNEY...YEAH, YOUR PARENTS WILL GET ON YOUR NERVES SOMETIMES, BUT THEY LOVE YA, KIDDO!! HOPE YOU FIND YOUR BIRTH MOM IF IT WILL BE A GOOD THING FOR YOU...GOD BLESS YOU :)
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Posted by Kendra Fri Aug 28, 2009 7:53pm PDT
Great MJ videos Katie. Do what's best for you, things will get better for you, you just gotta believe and have faith and hope.
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Posted by snow bunny Fri Aug 28, 2009 8:56pm PDT
Aw Katie, do what you feel is best. I found a friend on Shine that I don't know how I did without. You're young and have so much ahead of you! Especially with looking for your birth family. Keep us in mind and come back as often & as little as you need. The real friends you've made here will still be here for you.
Loves, Snow***
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Posted by casy Sat Aug 29, 2009 9:21am PDT
KATIE........I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE SAYING I FEEL THE SAME WAY TOO ABOUT SOME. BUT ALL IN ALL I DO HAVE SOME GOOD, LOYAL FRIENDS NOW THAT I HAVE MET ON SHINE. THEIR ARE SOME THAT ARE JUST INTO THEIR SELF'S AND THEIR POST , YES BUT THEIR ARE ALLOT WHO ARE FOR REAL. YOU COME TO KNOW AFTER A WHILE WHICH THOSE ARE FOR YOU. AND YES SOME OF US ARE BUSY AND CAN'T COME ON HER LIKE WE WISH WE COULD. MY HOURS HAVE PICKED UP, SO I AM ONE OF THOSE WHO ARE NOT ON AS MUCH. WORKING, THE HOUSE WORK THE YARD AND SOCIAL THINGS SOME TIMES. I MISS MY BUD'S ON SHINE, SO I TRY AND GET ON AS I CAN. BUT I SEE WHERE YOU ARE COMING FROM.
LOVE THE PIX YOU POSTED , VERY NICE FAMILY. I MISS MINE , MINE ARE LIVING IN CALIF. WHERE I AM FROM AND OTHERS ARE IN SANTA FE, NEW MEXICO WHERE I LIVED ALSO. I KNOW THE IMPORTANCE OF FAMILY AND FRIENDS. I AM GLAD FOR THOSE I HAVE HAD THE CHANCE TO MET HERE ON SHINE.
YOU HAVE LOTS OF PEOPLE WHO DO CARE ABOUT YOU I AM SURE, YOU JUST MAY NOT REALIZE HOW MUCH. AND YES I THINK YOU SHOULD FIND YOUR BIRTH MOM , SOUNDS LIKE YOU NEED TO DO THAT.
IF THE BOY IN ART CLASS DOESN'T ASK YOU OUT, ASK HIM. JUST TAKE A DEEP BREATH AND ASK HIM. I HAVE FOUND MYSELF WISHING TIME AWAY ON HOPING FOR ONE'S TO ASK ME. SO I ASK THEM AND THEY DO. SOME TIMES GUYS ARE JUST AS SHY OR NERVIOUS AS WE CAN BE.
AS FAR AS LEAVING SHINE, THINK IT OVER, MAYBE TAKE A BREAK FROM IT, MAYBE JUST CHECK IN SOME TIMES. FEEL IT OUT AND THEN DECIDE WHAT YOU REALLY WANT TO DO. I SAY STAY AND BECOME FRIENDS WITH THOSE YOU TRUELY CONNECT WITH. STAY AWAY FROM THOSE YOU DON'T OR THAT RUB YOU THE WRONG WAY...ANY WAY I WISH YOU LUCK AND LOVE IN WHAT EVER PATHS YOU TAKE IN YOUR LIFE. THERE ARE SO MANY OF THEM. JUST CHOSE WHAT IS RIGHT FOR YOU .....MUCH LOVE TO YA XOXOXOX CASY :)
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Posted by simfelicity Sat Aug 29, 2009 9:38am PDT
stay, dont leave,2)a good mom knows when the baby is hungry or need something 3)ur just jealous for nothing 4)good luck on ur school5)enjoy ur disney trip......all of us long to have a happy family and we got to work hard for it....stop being silly...grow up......
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Posted by Emma Mae Sat Aug 29, 2009 11:15am PDT
Katie, you are a very sensitive person. You feel deeply and hurt over things that others would not notice. This is not a bad thing......but it can lead to flying off the handle or misjudging the actions of others.
If you think that a situation is not working for you, guess what? It wont work.
The power to make changes in your life, well honey, it lies within you. No one can make your life better, they might be able to enrich it, but only you can make your life better. AND IT STARTS WITH CHANGING YOUR THOUGHTS....
Hugs to you and yours
Emma Mae
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Posted by Customstep Sat Aug 29, 2009 11:27am PDT
I Know you don't know who I am, but declarations made at moments like this can really be a test of caracter. You seem realy nice maybe you should give people the benefit of the dought. Sounds pretty selfish to me. I bet there are those who really don't appreciate what your saying. Makes the efforts people have made in the past seem worthless.
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Posted by Straightfoward(lovely lady) Sat Aug 29, 2009 2:58pm PDT
Katie, if you do leave check in sometimes, cause i want to know how things are going with you! If you still have my e-mail addy keep in contact.
Love the pics. You are such a beautiful young lady!!
SF
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