So Diva So Diva

My life is so crazy, I have a wonderful family and my best friend Paris omg i love her to death. I also, have a crazee boyfriend. Even though he gets on my nerves I still luv him with all of my heart. Yet I am so confused about my life; all I want to do is sing. Singing is my passion and it is something that i love doing. Yet it is hard for me to do full time and the way that i really want to because I work and attend college. I have been singing since I was 7years old. i have auditioned for American Idol, recently America's Got Talent, I pray to the lord that they will give me an call in January. I'm keeping my fingers crossed on that one. I have sung at my 8th grade graduation, as well as my sophomore year half-cap. I have sung in many festivals such as, the African Festival, Blues Festival. Even though I am greatful for all of my accomplishments I feel that a Diva like me needs to take it to the next level. I need to be singing full- time. I need to be in the next Johnny Depp movie. I feel that my destiny is not fulfilled and wont ever be fulfilled unless I start doing what I was destined to do. That is singing for my fans. Oh lord please help me a DIVA IS DOWN AND IN DISTRESS.