The Dating Chronicles

Well, lets begin I have learned that love takes time.....I have deceided to begin dating and I have found this new boldness. If I see a man that is attractive I say hello, My name is..and do you have a girlfriend. Hey, why not get it out of the way. Now yesterday was interesting day. I gave my number to a guy, another man gave me his number, and I flirted with a man that has a girlfriend. The guy with the girlfriend I should not have flirted becasue he is taken and you know what it honestly doesnt matter becasue he is not an option. The guy that I gave my number to is soo handsome. My God I marvel at how God took his time. The guy that gave me his number is cute. We spoke today on the phone and it was a good conversation. Now that the conversation is finished I wonder.....did I talk to much, will he call, and the other various ideas that run through your mind when you are interested in someone. Now what is going to make my dating experiences interesting is the fact that I do not have sex. Ha, as if dating is not hard enough I threw another twist. Go me.....ha. Yet, I am excited becasue I am hopeful. I think that at this moment my dating is going to be very fun because I finally love and value myself no matter if I am big or small. I can not expect any man to desire to be with me if I dont want to me with myself. Hey, some people learn this early on and I learned later. I know it now and I am sooo owning it. Well, I will do my best to update my journey. So here I go. Peace