Images cross my mind of what has kept me bound
A rhythmic melody continuously pumps my heart
No longer crying
But building up
For a new start
I walk away from things that have kept me bound for too long
The miss of his smile and knowing that he will forever be gone
Hearing a new one,
Another's, voice on the opposite line
Telling me "hold on in due time"
(That old desperate and dazed love,
caught up in the maze of love
the crazy craze of love
Thought it was real
thought it was
but it wasn't love)
The tears begin to drown my emotional acceptance of me
I try to fight them back as much as I can
I yearn to be free
Free from the chains of broken promises, empty vibrations floating through the
Atmosphere waiting for nothing, grabbing a hold of something….
I dodge again to avoid the outcome
Another empty promise which causes me to run
In the opposite direction
I grasp by chest, shielding it once again
Building up more resistance to the words
"We are more than just friends"
(I just don't know where I should go….)
So much of this has been caused by me,
Wanting to be held just for more than one night.
Ego had it and now it is dwindling away
As each day a story becomes another
Another path that I fight not to lead me astray
I will not allow myself to be anymore
Ego can have what it desired for
I need to shout again………"WHY AM I HERE? JUST, JUST SHUT THE DAMN DOOR!"
I walk away from
constantly hurting me love
deserting me love
you said, I said, we said)