I woke up this morning and asked myself who are you? Seems I have been living in non-using addict mode. Isolating. I want to believe it was a healthy isolation. I needed rest. I needed to sort things out. The problem is I am not being honest with myself. What I need to do is release the past. I need to let go of this fear that I will never have those special moments. The ones created with the Signor. The ones that made me feel I was a special peson. So I say to myself, 'Self,' that is me talking to myself, 'you are afraid. You are afraid of something that even you are hiding from yourself.' I haven't figured out what that 'something' is. Made me see though I need to go inside and find what 'something' is. My work gives me plenty of time to do that. Something about swirling the water around helps my concentration. I believe I have found the sign post up ahead for the road I must follow. So now fellow bloggers buckle your seat belts this might be a bumpy ride.
I will keep posting things of enlightenment as they become enlightened. Since leaving the road of insanity, I catch myself when I am making the same decisions I use to. Sometimes when I am doing things different I don't know where to put that next foot forward. So think of me standing on one leg right now looking frantically for a next step area. Don't worry I am great with balance. Uhmmm, Sammy, be sniffy and give me a hand here. WOOF!! Sammy tells me to put that foot down beside the other and breath for a minute. My dog you gotta love him. He has intelligence for sure. Thanks pal here is a cookie bone.
Till I blog again fellow cyberpeeps.
Peace out and in all that is right-good!
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