Being Friendless with lots of friends

I wonder is it possible to have a lot of friends and still consider yourself alone? Well, I believe it is truly possible. The reality, all of my friends are married. I know in this day and age where people shack up before they are married and then maybe get married. I am so serious all of my friends are married. I must admit i am truly happy and excited about their relationships. yet, my friends are no longer my friends. I understand change is an adjustment. It is just harder to adjust when it feels as though you are the only one not progressing. Actually, the adjustment is the change in my interaction with my friends. As much as we use to speak it no longer happens so often. I understand a marriage takes dedication as well my friends are building a life with their significant other.

So now the next step is how to find new friends? That is the conundrum of all time. Forget who shot Kennedy how do we find new friends when our old (shoe) fits so perfectly. I mean the time is takes to get to know someone, their quirks, and etc. It is equivalent to dating and at this moment in my life anybody I date I view them as a potential mate. So what to do?

I miss telling someone my intimate secrets rather i realize I am longing for someone to share this with. Preferably a man. no offense I just feel as though I am ready for a relationship. Rather longing for one. I am clear no person can fill a void rather I have to be whole within my abilities and comfortable with me. Simply, I am happy alone. I must admit it has taken me a while to get her. Let's just say the time when we are coming into our own add a child into the mix you can get lost. Regardless if you are a single or have a significant other. Therefore, I feel kind of stuck yet, I have met some people so we shall see how this goes. now dating.....that is an entirely different journey. I hope that one picks up this summer.