Friday

I was reading an a interview in O magazine with a monk. It was a good article yet, I found it very insightful on how to become more present now instead of expecting or anticipating the future. I know for some it may not be that profound yet, for me it is. It is because even though I am having a hard time. I still need to enjoy this moment and understand the lessons that I am being taught. So my hair is transitioning and it is changing everyday. I am so excited. I know for some this made seem a bit weird yet, I am enjoying embracing my natural hair. I know I have to be patient and watch my hair grow. I can not wait to say that all of the perm is out of hair. Not to mention the money I am saving. Hello, spa!!! My best friend and I had a great conversation and I miss her so much. I haven't visited her and I really want to and I realize what hinders me are my finances. I have made plans and at the end of the day I back out because I do not see how I can afford it or once I save enough money deals would have passed. The obvious catch 22. Tonight we had Chinese food. I did not eat too much and how you may ask. I used a smaller plate. So tomorrow I plan to get up early to go exercise. I tried on my swimming suit and it is not pretty on me. Too much back fat. That has to change and it will. Well, have a great weekend folks. I plan to. I have my book club meeting tomorrow. The book we have read is excellence.