Sometimes things go wrong you think that finally things will get better and then life throws a curve ball at you. You plan for things to happen with great expectations and then they dont happen as planned. Sometimes no matter how positive you are you seem to find no inspiration.
Life is hard staying strong in the mist of the storm. They say that is the time you should be stronger. Handling things sometimes is very scary putting yourself out there and it seems that the more you do it the more hurt you get.
Life right now feels horrible but this moment shall pass my thoughts are why do we have to go through these hard times? I dont understand no matter how much I try to do things right something bad always happens I have good intentions I try to do good things but still I dont know what happens. Sometimes I wonder why do I try to stay strong all the time when I feel weak inside. I hate always having dreams and not reaching my true goals and watching everyone around me watch me as if my life is so easy. When they have not got a clue what is inside my heart. Sometimes I feel like giving up. I keep fighting but right now I dont know how much of fight I still have in me. I am so angry right now. I wonder many times what have I done to deserve this life I am living? I dont know I feel like, I am losing my fight and I dont even know if I will gain my strength again. Well this moment will pass I guess. I just have to go through the loss and the pain and the reality that this is a very doggy doggy world. The good always suffer for the bad. Why is that? Maybe I should just turn bad and good things will happen for me.
From Confused Me
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