Everybody's changing, and I don't know why~

Just me, Michelle

Semi current pic of me. My hair is short again. 15 years. Midway soph year.

I just refound this blog after going on Yahoo questions and wondering about how I wrote a few blogs such as this. I hope no one ever really reads these, like from school haha. But oh well if they do.

HAVE TIMES CHANGED. Since the last time I wrote, of course.
To start off, I have changed. Trends have. Lingo has. Style has. Music has. Life has. Family has. Love has.


Everyone has.


And I'm not saying it's necessarily a bad thing. I grew my hair long, tried different makeup tricks, etc. Actually I have my hair cut short again which is a regret because the lady didn't even do what I wanted ;( Oh well. It seems as though many hairdressers always cut off more than you want them to..

I like my small circle of friends. Well, to start off, I never had real friends until this 2nd semester of sophomore year. You see, my other bffs started developing other interests, and yeah let's leave it at that. Friends come and go, like they said. Sophomore year has been quite a roller coaster for me and you have no idea how corny I feel saying that, but it's beyond true. All the cliche stuff they say about high school totally happened to.

I still miss my dad. Hope he's alright, because my mom sure as he** isn't...

I got an iPod. Purple chromatic. Yeah buddy. But it's dead. I should probably go charge it. My favorite band is Arctic Monkeys and Keane as of right now (:

I STILL HAVE AN ANNOYINGLY BEAT DOWN YET STILL ALIVE PHONE CALLED THE PANTECH MATRIX WHICH IS DISCONTINUED BUT I STILL NEED/WANT ANOTHER BADLY. Yeah.

As for my cat, Bear, he is over a year old and plump. Very plump. And bite-y.

I am 5'4 still. And three-fourths too. I weigh like in my 130s now, which sucks.

I wonder if this blog is ever gonna mean something to me. Diaries are cool but writing manually takes to long and induces major pre-arthritis type pains..

Facebook is boring me, so I decided to visit old sites such as this.

Oh lord. I want a boyfriend. I'm STILL SINGLE FML. My ex is still going out with his gf. Yay. I need a new person.

Texting is now obsolete and only necessary when making plans. Or flirting.

Sophomore year is almost over. Wildwood is coming up. On June 1st. I have a new group, but it's an uneven numbers and I hate uneven numbers when it comes to amusement places. Never a good idea for odd numbers when it comes to rides!

I wanna be tan. And have a flat stomach! Grr.

Last night I had a sleepover with Devon and Megan. It was so much fun, having heart to hearts and just being us. Memories. I met new people. I love it. and someone asked for my number. These are the kinds of memories I hold dear in my heart. There was also a carnival. WHICH SUCKED.

I have new friends, and I'm proud call them that. I am actually me around them, and they don't ever make me feel alone even when I'm with them.

Unfortuneatly, I still feel like a "mutt" in every way. What I mean is that, even though I'm good friends with everyone, I don't have a person exactly like me. Like talent, activity, lifestyle wise. I need an American Asian friend, but I don't have any around this podunk town. Me and Devon love that word btw. Oh wait, it was bumblef*ck. I don't wanna curse.

Swimming sounds fun..
so does this summer.
I'm gonna have so much fun (:
With new people.
Agh!!!!!!!
Hope you enjoyed this mindless rambling that I only did because it's a last resort every time I post a new blog.
Maybe I should get a Tumblr to fit in with my newer friends.
That sounded superficial.
But Tumblr sounds cool.
I made a Twitter.
Deleted it, because I didn't know how to work it and the # sign bugs me.
I also made a Pandora.
Don't know how to delete it.
I want a magazine subscription.
And more clothes.
And more everything..
I should stop.
Stay strong Michelle.