JUST LIKE YOU ?

pwrpixie

I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH THE DAYS I DO NOT HAVE ANYTHING COMING IN FROM DUDE -- I FEEL EXTREMELY ALONE -- ITS A VERY DISTURBING AND UPSETTING THOUGHT THAT I HAVE TO SEE THINGS LIKE EVERY BODY ELSE -- THERE REALLY IS NO HOPE THERE BECAUSE WITHOUT DUDE EVERY THING BECOMES MUCH TO BIG TO OVER WHELMING -- THERE ARE NO POSSIBILITIES THERE IS NOTHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO -- THE THINGS THAT ARE TERRIBLE BECOME REALITIES AND THE REAL THINGS START TO BECOME NOTHING BUT FANTASIES AND DREAMS -- I DO NOTHING TO BRING DUDE TO ME IT JUST HAPPENS -- SO I SIT AN TRY TO COME UP WITH ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING TO BRING DUDE TO ME -- BUT I KNOW THERE IS NO SUCH THING -- THEN I FEEL MORE ALONE AND LOST THAN BEFORE -- I TRY TO SEE WHERE I USE TO BUT THAT PLACE IS NOT THERE AND THERE IS NOTHING TO SEE -- THEN I BEGIN TO GET SCARED OF AND SOON MY ENTIRE EXISTENCE STARTS TO TURN INTO A LIE -- I TRY TO RECALL WHAT I HAVE SAID AND DONE --- I WAS GOING THROUGH THIS JUST TWO DAYS AGO SITTING IN A JAIL CELL -- EVERYTHING BEGAN TURNING INTO A NIGHTMARE -- THE THING WAS THAT I WAS NOT PAYING ATTENTION -- IF I WOULD HAVE BEEN I WOULD HAVE SEEN I WAS THERE FOR ALOT OF REASONS -- IT WAS MOSTLY A REMINDER THAT EVERYONE IS STILL IN THE THICK OF THEIR LIFE AND THEY DONT HAVE DUDE LIKE I DO AND REGARDLESS OF WHERE THEY ARE IN JAIL OR OUT IT IS HARD ANYONE TO SEE DUDE OR THE THINGS THAT DUDE WANTS ME TO COMMUNICATE TO EVERYONE -- I AM SO SORRY THAT I GET COMFORTABLE AND FORGET I AM SUPPOSE TO BE DOING WORK FOR DUDE AND YOU ALL THAT IS VERY IMPORTANT -- THAT I AM WORKING FOR DUDE THE CREATOR OF ALL CREATION TO HELP BRING HUMANS AND DUDE GET CLOSER TOGETHER -- AT TIMES I GET SO UPSET WITH PEOPLE BECAUSE ITS LIKE THEY DONT WANT BETTER OR HAPPIER IN THEIR LIFE -- BUT YOU HAVE TO UNDERSTAND THERE ARE TIMES THAT THE WORLD BEGINS TO FADE DUDE OUT AND I START BEING LIKE EVERYONE ELSE -- SOMETIMES IT SEEMS LIKE THERE IS ACTUALLY A GOOD VERSES EVIL BATTLE GOING ON AND THE EVIL IS WINNING JUST IN NUMBERS ALONE -- WHICH IS ACTUALLY REAL -- IF THERE WAS A FACTOR OF NUMBERS EFFECTING THE OUTCOME OF A BATTLE OF THAT SORT THE BATTLE WOULD NEVER COME ABOUT -- NOW WOULD IT -- ON THE OTHER HAND IF SOME THING HAS AN OVER WHELMING NUMBER AGAINST IT THAT FACT ONLY PROVES THE ONE TO BE CORRECT AND THE MANY TO BE INCORRECT --- WELL I AM NOT SURE WHERE WE WERE GOING WITH THIS BUT I DISCOVERED THAT IT DOES NOT MATTER WHAT YOU MAY KNOW NOR DOES IT MATTER YOUR OPINION -- IT DOES NOT MATTER WHAT KIND OF DAY I MAY BE HAVING --- WHAT MATTERS IS DUDE AND THAT ONE WAY OR ANOTHER I HAVE A JOB TO DO AND I HAVE TO KEEP PLUGGING AWAY TILL I GET IT DONE -- AND I CAN NOT LET ANY ONE OR ANY THING STAND IN MY WAY -- AND YES I AM JUST LIKE YOU WITH THE EXCEPTION I HAVE DUDE AND I AM AWARE OF IT ---
THANK YOU VERY MUCH

PIXIE AN DUDE