Surviving Chronic Illnesses?

I have previously promised not to complain about my health problems, but I can no longer hold back my frustration. Seven or eight chronic illnesses, I've lost count. My mental condition is negatively affected in a major way. My verbal skills are sevely impaired. I also have a hearing deficit so I often can not hear what people are saying to me in entirerity. My frustration is indescribable. I am well educated, but because of poor health I can not be productive. I have nothing meaningful to do to occupy my time. I am suffering. May God grant me a medical miracle. Amen. Godspeed to all.