WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR

BEFORE YOU SAY YOUR NOT WAITING FOR SOMETHING STOP --- BE VERY VERY STILL SHHHH -- BE STILL -- SHHHH -- BE STILL -- VERY STILL --- SHHHH --- VERY STILL DONT THINK -- SHHHH -- SHHHH -- VERY STILL --- NOW BREATH IN BREATH OUT -- CALM -- NOW FEEL JUST FEEL -- SHHHH -- FEEL -- CAN YOU FEEL THE TOP OF YOUR HEAD CAN YOU FEEL YOUR HAIR ON YOUR HEAD -- JUST FEEL -- CAN YOU FEEL YOUR FEET -- DO THEY TINGLE AT ALL CAN YOU FEEL YOUR SOCKS ON YOUR FEET -- SHHHH -- BE STILL AND FEEL -- NOW BREATH DEEP CAN YOU FEEL THE AIR INSIDE -- IN YOUR RIBS -- NOW YOUR BEING STILL -- NOW YOU CAN BEGIN TO GATHER YOUR SELF TOGETHER -- NOW YOU CAN BEGIN TO KNOW YOU JUST YOU -- NOW THAT YOU ARE YOU AND YOU KNOW HOW YOU FEEL -- OPEN YOUR MIND AND BEGIN TO THINK -- THERE ARE NO RULES HERE YOUR JUST BEING STILL FEELING AND THINKING CALMLY -- NOW JUST ASK YOURSELF IS THERE ANY THING YOU ARE WAITING FOR -- SHHH --- LET THAT QUESTION COME IN AND ROAM AROUND FOR AWHILE -- YOU NEED TO BE TRUE TO YOURSELF IF YOU ARE GOING TO ASK YOURSELF A QUESTION -- BECAUSE IT TAKES TIME FOR THAT QUESTION TO TRAVEL IN YOUR MIND -- ITS CHECKING HERE AND LOOKING THERE -- IT IS DISMISSING THIS AND HOLDING ON TO THAT AS IT KEEPS TRAVELING SAYING WHAT AM I WAITING FOR REALLY AM I WAITING FOR SOMETHING OR SOMEONE OR SOMETIME AM I WAITING -- ARE YOU WAITING FOR A CERTAIN HOUR TO COME ARE YOU WAITING FOR A PERSON TO DO SOMETHING -- ARE YOU WAITING FOR A CERTAIN SEASON -- ARE YOU WAITING FOR AN APPOINTMENT -- A PHONE CALL OR ARE YOU WAITING BEFORE YOU MAKE A CALL -- IT SHOULD BE VERY SUPRISING TO YOU RIGHT NOW TO SEE ALL THE THINGS YOU ARE WAITING FOR AND YOU KNOW YOU ARE JUST GETTING STARTED -- JUST WITH WHAT YOU HAVE SO FAR THAT YOUR WAITING FOR LOOK FOR A MOMENT AT WHAT IS ACTUALLY TAKING PLACE -- IS THERE AN ACTION CAUSING A REACTION -- IS WAITING REALLY WHAT YOU SHOULD BE DOING ARE YOU PUTTING OFF OR ARE THINGS BEING PUT ON YOU -- YOU SEE THE ACT AND IT IS AN ACT OF WAITING IN FACT IS MUCH MORE THAN YOU HAVE REALLY EVER CONSIDERED -- SO LETS DO THAT LETS JUST BE STILL FOR A MOMENT AND CONSIDER WAITING -- BY DOING THAT YOU HAVE DISCOVERED SOME STUFF WASNT REALLY WAITING AT ALL -- IF YOU LOOK AT THIS FOR A MINUTE YOU WILL SEE WE ARE MISSING ALOT -- AS INVOLED AS JUST THAT REALLY IS IS ALOT MORE THAN YOU EVEN YOU KNEW WAS THERE ACTUALLY GOING ON -- DONT GO NUTS WITH ALL THAT JUST YET CAUSE WE ARE HEADED FOR A DIFFERENT DIRECTION --I JUST WANTED YOU TO SEE SOMETHING SO YOU CAN TAKE MORE INTO ACCOUNT WHEN I ASK YOU WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR -- YOU ARE AWARE THAT THE WORLD HAS ALOT OF THINGS THAT ARE NOT LOOKING REAL GREAT AT THIS POINT IN TIME -- ARE YOU WAITING FOR SOMEONE ELSE TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT ANY OR ALL OF WHATS THE MATTER -- WITH THE SHAPE THINGS ARE IN EVEN IF YOU TRIED HAVING A BLIND EYE -- THERE IS NO ESCAPING THE FACT THAT YOU ARE DOING COMPLETELY AND TOTALLY NOTHING ABOUT ANY OF IT -- ARE THERE EXCUSES YOU GIVE YOURSELF AND ARE THERE VERY GOOD REASONS YOU GIVE EACH OTHER AS YOU ALL DO TOTALLY NOTHING ABOUT ANYTHING -- LIKE THE BEST ONE ITS MUCH TO BIG FOR MY LITTLE EFFORT TO HAVE ANY EFFECT AT ALL SO WHY WASTE THE TIME TO ACCOMPLISH NOTHING ANY WAY -- YOU MUST UNDERSTAND WITH ANY EXCUSE YOU ARE STILL DOING NOTHING -- ALSO NOT ONLY ARE YOU COMPLETELY DOING NOTHING YOU ARE BEING PART OF WHATS THE MATTER ALSO --SO YOU COULD ACTUALLY LOOK AT YOUR SELF AND SEE YOUR WHATS THE MATTER -- THIS JUST GETS MORE AND MORE BECAUSE NOW YOU HAVE TO ASK -- WHAT ARE YOU DOING REALLY -- AND NO ITS NOT YOUR JOB ITS MORE THAN THAT -- BY DOING YOUR JOB FOR WHAT EVER YOU TELL YOUR SELF TO JUSTIFY IT -- DONT YOU THINK YOU SHOULD SET IT ALL ASIDE AND REALLY LOOK AT WHAT YOUR DOING AN WHO YOUR ACTUALLY DOING SOMETHING TO -- WHAT ACTIONS YOUR DOING THAT ARE CAUSING REACTIONS -- ARE YOU A POSITIVE OR A NEGATIVE -- NOW ARE COMPLETELY KNOW ALL ASPECTS OF WHAT YOUR DOING OR ARE YOU BLINDLY FOLLOWING WHAT YOU WERE REQUIRED TO DO BY SOMEONE ELSE HAVING POWER OVER YOU -- IS ANY ONE DIRECTLY OR INDIRECTLY BEING HARMED IN ANYWAY BECAUSE OF YOU DOING YOUR JOB -- STAND FAR AWAY FROM WHAT YOUR DOING AND SEE HOW BIG OR SMALL THE ENTIRE THING LOOKS -- AND LOOK AT THE POSITION YOU ARE IN WITHIN IT -- NOW I REALIZE YOU ALL HAVE FAITH AND BELIEVE IN GOD THE FATHER MORE TO THE POINT JESUS CHRIST SON OF THE FATHER YOUR SAVIOUR -- WHO YOU WILL TELL ME DIED FOR YOU MORE TO THE POINT DIED FOR YOUR SINS MISTAKES BETTER THAN THAT FOR ALL MANS SINS AN MISTAKES BUT YOU GUYS ARE OK WITH THAT BECAUSE HE REALLY DIDNT DIE CAUSE SOMEONE WITNESSED HIM WHAT WALKING AROUND AFTER BEING NAILED ON A CROSS AND DYING AND YOUR WHAT WAITING FOR HIM TO COME AGIAN AND WHAT DO IT OVER FOR ALL YOUR NEWRE SINS AND MISTAKES -- NOW WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR -- OK JUST FOR THE RECORD IM SAD FOR THE GUY ON THE CROSS BUT MORE FOR EACH PERSON THAT WOULD TAKE PART IN SUCH A THING KNOWING THE CHANCES OF IT ALL ARE VERY SLIM -- I PERSONALLY TAKE FULL RESPONSEBLITY FOR EVERY WORD I HAVE EVER SPOKEN AND I AM RESPONSEBLE FOR EVERY DEED I HAVE EVER DONE -- I STAND RIGHT HERE AND IF THERE IS ANY PROBLEM WITH WHAT I HAVE DONE THEN I INVITE ANY ONE HAVING ANY PROBLEM WITH ME AT ALL TO COME FORWARD AND STAND IN FRONT OF ME AND TELL WHAT THEY THINK I HAVE DONE INCLUDING ANY GOD FATHER SON OR HOLY GHOST AND I WILL CONSIDER WHAT THEY SAY AND IF I FEEL I HAVE DONE ANY THING INCORRECT THEN I WILL CORRECT IT -- I WILL NOT ALLOW ANY ONE TO PASS JUDGEMENT ON ME AS THEY HAVE NO WAY OF KNOWING HOW TO DO SO BEING EXACTLY LIKE ME -- EVEN THE CREATOR DUDE WILL HAVE TO DEAL COMPLETELY WITH ME IF HE THINKS THERES A PROBLEM -- LISTEN GUYS ITS TIME DONT YOU THINK ITS TIME -- IF NOT NOW THEN WHEN -- HOW LONG WILL YOU WAIT AND FOR WHAT -- AND THERE YOU HAVE IT --

WITH MUCH LOVE AND AFFECTION THANK YOU

PIXIE AN DUDE