The One Thought That Continuously Haunts You After a Miscarriage After a miscarriage, everything is a reminder of what could have been.
Since the loss of my twins at 17 weeks pregnant, I have tried five more times to get pregnant.
With each unsuccessful attempt, I have the same haunting thought.
This wasn't how my life was supposed to be.
I know enough of the sayings about things falling apart so other things can fall into place, everything happening for a reason, being exactly where you're supposed to be, timing is everything, creating your own happiness, counting your blessings, being happy with what you have, and blah blah blah. They're great and inspirational. But you know what?
They're also a crock of sh#t.
Sometimes, life is just hard. Actually, most times life is hard. Life is hard.
But it's not just the hard times that make me think this isn't how my life was supposed to be. It's the great times too.
I was recently promoted at my day job after five months on the job. It's a big promotion. I'm honored and excited by it.Read More »from The One Thought that Continuously Haunts You After a Miscarriage