Here I go again

Me and women,I have never really had a relationship with a woman that started out normally.And most of the women I have met have been needy.Needing me to do things buy things and let them use me.Now at 46 you would think I might have learned by now but and old aquaintence has popped up and I tried to help her without spending money but.I know if I spend she will use me.I'm trying to let her go her own way but she seems to be going down hill.After the way she has treated me I should let her go but it's that darn knight in shining armor complex again.(actually knight on a Harley).Meeting women is hard when you're a truck driver and so finding some one that will take my mind off of her is hard and don't say try meeting some one on line because I tried that and after 6 monthes of no responses and ripoff websites.A friend once said "is this all there is people using people".
Will I help my old aquaintence?Hopefully not,writing this blog has helped alot.Watching people self destruct is painful but you can't save the world just yourself.Although I did save the world from nuclear destuction through my naval service.Nothing puts life in perspective like 16 Trident 1 missiles..41 for Freedom.
If you have someone special in your life hold them close,Give them an extra hug and kiss for those of us who are still searching.BTW comments welcome,pity is not.I'm just saying my feelings nothing more nothing less.