User post: I actually want "friends with benefits." Is there something wrong with me?

My friend and I liked each other, well i liked him, and he went off to like "The other girl" In the love triangle we were all in. Needless to say I was distraught. However, now more than ever am i spending more time with him, both on the phone and in person. So I see how little they talk and hangout. I could never have the situation reversed where I would be the girlfriend and she would be the one who got to see him more, or so I think. So I could never, unless he displays he is able to commit more to someone, especially me. So I do not want to go out with him, but I want all of the benefits of being his girlfriend, most of which I'm already getting, with some exceptions. Is that bad?