New Baby!

I'm having another baby . my oldest child is so used to being my baby. At first i was freakin out because a second is not what i had planned for 2013.The first time i told mama -mama father i was havin a baby . didn't go as planned. let just say . single- mother. My family was a big help. my second baby daddy jumping threw hoops. i'm afaird of starting over as raising a child. Maybe because 1st baby i was afaird of missing up. my hubby told me i have nothing to worry about. 5 months in still freaking out. . 2 girls in my life. two talks about becoming a women.