Post Parkinson's Depression

All right so I just created my own syndrome - but who's to say it doesn't exist. Everyone keeps telling me I look so depressed. So now I can just tell them I have post parkinson's depression. ie having been given a diagnoses of cervical dystonia - which leaves me with out a voice for days on end - I think I have a right to be depressed. THINK about it wouldn't you be depressed if every time you tried to say something it came out like a whisper - and to make matters worse you live in a house with an old lady who is hard of hearing. She keeps asking me to repeat what I say until I just give up and don't say anything at all. NO I don't want any mood elevating drugs - I just find another outlet like cleaning my rooms or doin the gardening or creating some more art. Eventually this PPD will pass and I'll be back to my old optomistic self - but for a little while I just wallow in my own self pity.